June/July was a rough one for me. Working on the house and not finding enough time to spend on my newspaper. A friend of my daughters dad (and friend of ours) passed away unexpectibly on June 20th as well. They just closed on a new house they bought the day before and were going to go camping on Friday after work and Albert had a heart attack and was found in his vehicle on the side of the road. I attended the funeral at Montrose Christian Church and it was really nice – I haven’t been to one in a long time. But, I guess I learned it is OKAY to be frustrated and mad at god. Truly, I was. How can this man be taken away from his family and friends? He was such a good person and always happy and brought joy to so many people. His chidren are 4 and 6. They mentioned how Amanda would always look forward to dad coming home from work. (I could cry and of course, did – but anyone that knows us and TIFFANY, she is the same exact way and I can’t imagine dad not coming home anymore.) It puts things into perspective for me and sometimes scares me, what if something does happen. At any rate, it was hard. And then we had to move into a 5th wheeler, etc. so it’s been a CRAZY few months.